05 December 2011

Thinking....Is Simply Not Enough....

There are a lot of us that live extraordinarily comfortable lives.  Some of us get no such luxury.  In our world we live with excess and security most of the time, especially if we have the best circumstances.  I have been lucky.  I grew up in a financially secure environment in predominantly white neighborhoods with little to no violence.  Not everyone is so lucky, especially if they are different.

Truthfully I have had a good life.  Lately I have been reading about a string of homophobic attacks that have maimed and scarred people.  Like the attacks on the men that resulted in them being set on fire for being gay right here in the United States.  I have also seen a video of a nameless man in an unknown African country, beat in the street and set on fire.  Events like this upset me, even make me cry.  It breaks my heart to see what another human being is capable of doing to another human being under the guise of morality and motivated by hate.  I just can’t help but think about it.  At times it keeps me up at night to see what the world is coming to. 
But thinking is not enough.  If you are reading this it is probably because you are one of my close friends, a follower of my twitter or Facebook pages, and know me personally.  Now take a moment to picture me being set on fire.  Picture me being repeatedly kicked and punched.  Listen as you hear my ribs break, my gasping for air, unable to even cry out for help.  Now picture doing nothing to stop it.  Stand there and watch as my body is being shattered.  Do you feel anything?  Truth is every victim of hate crimes has at least one friend or family member out there.   What do you think they feel when they visit him or her in the hospital after being beat within an inch of their lives? 

Sometimes I wish I could be beat within an inch of my life so I can truly feel what its like to feel pain.  All too often I think about how horrible my life is, how meaningless it is in the grand scheme of things, how badly it sucks.  I forget that it could be a whole lot worse.  Maybe being lynched would snap me out of my lethargy of self-loathing and give me something to believe and fight for. 

I think too much about these people and what they have gone through, but as I already said, thinking just isn’t enough.  It’s time to fight.

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